a person who tries to be good at many things probably won't be good enough at any one thing to ever be recognized for it.

all i can do is compare myself--to my friend from high school who is now a tenure track professor at columbia, to all of my law school friends well on their ways to six-figure incomes, to people who have direction in life, who love their jobs or spouses or both. and it sucks. comparisons are odious.

blech.

what the eff am i going to do with myself?