even though nothing is

even though nothing is set in any way,
i feel so much better these days (read: since monday).
i don't know where i will be come april. i
hope things work out for me to go to pakistan
(for those of you who keep asking me who
is in pakistan, it's TJYA--that's a lot of initials, yeesh!--the
first friend i made in college).

and my cousin (do i really have to mention her
again?) is in afghanistan.
so if i can figure it all out, i will be outta (note spelling, TWD)
l'occidente soon enough.

otherwise, i am going back to california, to work at
eccolo, and hang out with bsb and chuck. and
figure out what the heck

even though none of it is sure
or set
or anything

i am excited for