what else do you want me to do?

i worry. i am insecure. i am scared and sad. and this isn't exactly the most wonderful period of my life. i am on my own, alone most of the time, and i think a lot.

this isn't how i want to live my life. but it is a good lesson for me. every day i learn about the little things, the tiny beauties that may turn a day into a smile.

isn't that enough?