i feel gross. i've been in a bad mood for what feels like weeks now, and i just don't know how to get out of this funk. i'm tired at work, at home, and everywhere in between.

i don't think that journalism school is the right thing for me, and so i doubt i'll even bother finishing the application. it was just one of those big ideas i have and never follow through with.

yesterday, i got not one, but two interruptive international phone calls at work that just screwed me up emotionally, and helped me fall behind for the day. i just don't know where anything is going anymore.

i decided i don't want a digicam after all. i may or may not get a cheapo one to have around, but i'm thinking i might just stick with my good old film camera for just a bit longer. in the meantime, i'm considering a photo class at cca. i have to stop getting so caught up with STUFF.

i've been getting headaches almost every day for the past couple of weeks, and it stinks.

the worst part of all of this is that i just don't know what i want.